My heart beat.

For so many years I believed I could never achieve my goals, but now I am graduating high school and my self esteem has rose. I have blossomed into a beautiful young woman and yes I am letting the world know it. Before I let people push me around and I had no belief that I would do well. I did a lot of stupid things, but I have learned from each one of them. I felt that my own family didn't believe in me. I looked up to all the wrong people in order to find myself. I dated the wrong men to feel loved. I abused my body. Till this day I feel that my own flesh & blood don't believe in me. It breaks my heart and always has, but the one thing that always keeps me going is God, my friends, my fiancee, some family, and my Grandmother Linda Sandoval who passed several years ago, but she lives still within my heart. I want to thank all of you who have believed in me and helped me become true to myself. You know who you are. From all my lessons learned I do believe I will graduate college with my  Master's in Mass Communication and that someday I will marry and be a wonderful wife & mother.

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Nature's finest.

As I walk across my front lawn I inhale oxygen and smile sweetly at the world around me. Such beauty and color is flowing around us. I can never capture it all in one viewing, the world is to great in size. So I stroll further down the path of Crestaloma Drive and admire the structured homes and the families that live happily in them. As I continue my journey I yonder towards the Regency park and ponder life's meaning and how we came about. I think about God, religion, and theory. Everything happens for a reason and so I have chosen to forgive and let go. Regret was only tormenting my spirit. With this my only hope is to achieve many great deeds and strive to bring peace on this planet Earth. Thoughts and thoughts flood through my cranium and I begin to feel overwhelmed, so i take a breather and look around me. I hear birds singing and I see the trees moving from the wind's cry. Nature's finest will be in your own opinion and perspective, but in my head it is beauty of life and how lucky we are to live.