Better days.

I've made my mistakes, I've hit rock bottom, I've stumbled upon many broken roads, but in the end I lifted my wings and flew again. It was harder than hell and tougher than stone, but I managed. People say I am a bad person, a slut, and a girl with no self esteem, but they are wrong. They don't know my life story or what I have been through. Only God can judge. I have built a wall with respect for my dignity and love for my heart. I am a changed young lady. I have lost many friends, but I have realized this was because I finally stood my ground and didn't let people walk over me like carpet. I can't please everyone, sorry. I have learned my lesson and I appreciate my friends who love, who understand, and are who helping me get through this. I know my past, I know my present, and I am looking forward to these better days.

Dancing among the stars.

    A pink summer dress, black ballerina flats, and my wedding ring is all I will need when I dance across the universe with you. I can see it perfectly. The sun and moon will shine brightly upon us and the stars will be our dance floor. Ecstasy will flow through our souls and happiness through our hearts, because love will only exist. When I am with you nothing else matters. You blow my mind and I am only focused on you. You are the drug I am addicted to. I can't hide it, I love you more than life itself. I would risk anything to fight for our love. I would take a bullet to save you. So let me sing to you sweetly and let's dance among the stars my darling!

2010 has finally arrived!

 Overall 2009 was a challenging year for me. I experienced heartache, pain, and suffering, but also experienced love. I met new people, traveled new places, read new books, but most importantly, I found my true inner self. I realized life is a precious gift and It shouldn't be wasted on fear. I overcame many fears and even rock climbed a 44 foot wall. Based on this experience I came to realize life is just like rock climbing, it gets tough in certain places, but if you overcome it, you will reach the top! I felt so moved by this! I now feel as long as I try I can pursue anything! I have gained a lot of self confidence and my goals are being pursued! I have control over my own life and I will longer tolerate being taken for granted. I give praise and thanks to my family, my fiance Alec Montelongo, my dear friends, and those who have helped me grow!